Those would be the words to describe the state of my emotions since returning from Guatemala. I'm just plain all messed up - I feel like my heart is wrecked and I feel slightly confused all the time. I sit down to work and instead find myself staring into space thinking about Antigua and the people of Yalu, and dreams of the future. To say that I have not been productive this week would be a huge understatement. I sit in meetings and find it hard to concentrate and even harder to care.
I just have this huge question in my heart:
"God, what would you have me do next?"
I think you've landed on the right question.
Will pray for patience and discernment and the ability to find your equilibrium again. :)
Posted by: kim | June 18, 2009 at 09:12 PM
Ditto.
Posted by: Bill | June 19, 2009 at 06:17 AM